........why?This heart of mine is decaying, the Petals that where once red now slowly withering awayTheses black flames eating away at my soul, the dreams I had possessed turned to ashesEven when my tears run dry, it doesn’t stop this never ending nightmareI just want to scream even though, my voice has vanishedAll I want is for someone to hold me, so that I can cry in their armsSo that they can take this pain awayThat’s all I ask of this cruel worldThat all I ask!!!!!
A letter to no oneTo my dearly beloved,Even though I know that you will never be, I still write to you this letter. My loneliness has reached its peak, despair devouring all that’s left of me. As I’m barely hanging on by this thread, I think of how our life would be. I would wake up every morning to see your face, putting my arm around you knowing that I would never be alone. You would always be there for me as I for you. We would sit in front of the golden sunset, eating sea salt ice cream. I would lean on your shoulder as the sun would slowly begin to descend. Once we’re done eating the ice cream it will say winner on the stick, because that’s the way I planned it. A blush paints your cheek; you mean the world to me. We would go to conventions together and cosplay together: Best friends and true loves all at once. I’m horrible at putting together a cosplay so you would smile that beautiful grin of yours and happily help me out with it. Hopefully, you would be holo from S
Fallen angelI'm sorry my dear beloved but I have fallen.So far not within anyone's reach not even yours.But you try any way, why is that?Why do you try to reach someone so steeped in darkness?Who has done so many horrible things.Horrible things that have affected you and the people around me.Things that no one would forgive me for.Things that I will never forget.I just don't understand why you try.I don't understand why anyone would try.I try because you said I'm sorry the person answered.
The love that i will never haveShe scurries through the wheat fieldsFlicking her tail aboutAnimal ears atop her headA devious smile upon her faceHer love for apples has no boundsI was so glad that she was aroundShe wraps her tail around my bodyAnd holds me tight in her armsAs her warmth surrounds meI start to cry out tearsBecause I'm siting all alone here in the darkNobody to comfort me, no one at all